Friday, March 23, 2007
Please Colour my life!
Sad.. Sad.. Sad..When will u let me off? What actually you want from me?
I didnt step on you or keep pestering you. In fact i didnt even talk to you more den 10 sentences or maybe 5. Why must u keep ruining my stuffs and make me feel horrible? Dont you find yourself cruel or even feel guilty for your actions towards a female? Can u call yourself a gentleman or a man? She don even bother you yet u wanna make her life miserable. Cold blooded! Im feeling really sucky now. My friend tried to speak up for me yet she received those kinda feedback. Really hurts me lot. Im feeling sorry. Im like dragging u down into the situation. Sorry! She have her own standing points! Being neutral? Or maybe you are now afraid and feeling bad cos somebody elses isnt siding you?
What you wan from me? your just my net friend.. Why must you care sho much? Did i bother your life or smth. If not why must u keep coming against me? You wont get to see hows my attitude like in real life. Sho why u bother killing your own healthy cells? My attitude, my way of life! Your attitude, your way of life! Yea.. you said " i am one who will always point out my friends " mistakes, correct them, and learn from their mistakes myself'.. Sorry for my opinion. you don seem to learn mistake as u don listen to others. Stucked at your point of view. In your earlier post u said 'everything have 2 stories' YES! theres 2 stories for everything. Yet you only get to noe one and u have sho much to comment. You say smth abt me like im always right others are wrong. Ya now you are right eh? I didnt noe tat insulting others is right too. Or even make ppl angry abd 'test' them. Somebody just didnt wanna admit it. I wonder wat kinda person are you.. You seems happy to make ppl angry and went around saying her attitude sucks. You feel happy eh? saddist! Ya i noe your not the only person online say i have attitude problem. Textual conversations maybe misunderstanding. Why not try asking my real life friends? Wat kinda friend am i?A comment from one friend is not enough you need more source to collect information.
My attitude. u think i really like being angry? Some things i don share. Or even problems im encountering tat make me vexed. Don say you alone.. Not even my siblings or parent noe wat im thinking. Comments? seem sho funny to me. If u really didnt noe tat much den just SHUT UP! To my friends im cheerful and a person who can share their secrets with. Im willing to play and not being sore. In my own mind i think of stuffs.. my problem which i hardly share.. Easily pissed? Yes! i have no patience and my temper shortens whenever im thinking of stuffs. Your every words may be harsh to me. And im defending for my own principles. You can say im wierdo. Watever i don care. Cos im a person of such. Why my friends can accpet me but not you?
You once told me. After u met certain incidents u den realise how wonderful life is and u must treasure it. But this doesnt seen in you. I don noe wats important to you in your life. But in my world friends are really important. Maybe you don think this way or even u think tat im just a used-to-be-close friend and its okie to lose one. To me its not! even this friendship had turn nasty but i still treat u as a friend. Of cos not as close as we used to be. But your still a friend to me! A friend tat i will never forget. Pooh chatted with me and he said. Human shouldn't hold grudges. Forgive and Not forget. Yes i strongly agree with pooh! We shouldn't hold grudges! This will stop us from moving forward and being sucessful. As for Forgive and Not Forget. I cant agree with it. I will forgive and forget the incident. Start Anew! Tats wat i aim for. But seems like i cant find this from you.
Apology? opps he said 'The apology is there. Whether you accept it or not it doesnt concern me.' den wat for you apologise? Just to make up a show? If sho be a drama king. I doubt you will be able to make it up to Hollywood.. -.-
No offence for watever i've posted. Thats how i feel towards the incident.
If your really coming against me pls don do it online. If u wan pls come talk to me one to one. Like you said its just a textual conversation. Words might be misunderstanding. Talking might helps. My phone will me on 24/7. Feel free to call. I believe you have the guts!
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