OH MY GOD! weather dam hot can? x.x TSK! cannot make it de.More and more ppl getting sick. Due to the major changes in weather and ROAR MOSQUITO!! HOT COLD HOT COLD.. SUMMER WINTER SUMMER WINTER.. WHAT THE HELL! The world is dying soon! SAVE IT!Serve you right HUMANS! YOU CAUSED IT!RETRIBUTION! ITS ALL RETRIBUTION!Cutting down trees eh? BURN THE FOREST EH? = DEFORESTATION! = LANDSLIDES!OZONE LAYER HAS A BIG HOLE! = MORE AND MORE SKIN CANCER. LESSER AND LESSER PROTECTIVE LAYER AGAINT UV! GREEN HOUSE EFFECT! WEATHER GETS HOTTER HOTTER STUFFIER STUFFIER AND STUFFIER!! SG IS HUMID HUMID HUMID!HUMIDITY. MOZZIES LOVES IT! YES! DENGUE! KILL YOU HUMANS!x.x Im a human. But we all deserve all this. Nobody to blame.I HATE HEAT! x.x I rather cold to death den hot to death.I always thought im not suppose to be born in asian countries. Moreover a country which is sho near the equator. x.x HOT HOT HOT!Well. some things cant be changed. But lucky enough, we have clean water =D~ LOVE IT!Wat we do with water when the weather is hot?#1 BATHE!#2 DRINK!#3 MAKE ICE!#4 PUT ICE CUBES INTO DRINKS!#5 PUT ICE CUBES INTO BATH TUB AND SOAK YOURSELF IN IT!=D~ shiok shiokLove bathing with musics =D The atmosphere is like HOOOO~ Dance with the beat while bathing. xD SHIOK! Reflections in bathroom xD MAKES IT LOUDER! BEST! BOMB YOUR NEIGHBOURS WITH MUSICS EVERY MORNING! xD hohohoBathing isnt just as simple when theres music =DYou really enjoy it! A total relaxation! Make your day tooo =D~ Try it! Weather changes rapidly, didnt even wait for us T~T More ppl getting sick. And feel super uneasy.Everyday in school, all i think about is, chiong home to bathe.How i wish, Singapore, Our little tiny island, the green city, the lion city, is all air conditioned EVERYWHERE! =D~ -pokesmyself-HELLO!? -.- Never gonna happen. Sho, we could only, BATHE AND BATHE AND BATHE AND BATHE =/but its alrite =D I LOVE BATHING! omg! shuang shuang shuang~ShellyThistleSindy, this mad, crazy ger once bathe with iced water.She actually made big ice cubes and threw it in into a tub of water and soak herself in it. Well its lucky enough for her not to catch cold. xD~ Anyways, i did tat when im in sec sch xD OH OH! i love cold drinks =D COLD AND I LOVE IT!Partly cos, i always scald my tongue or lips, err mouth? whenever i take smth hot..Yong tau foo killed me quite alot of times. Milo too.. OH tea.. coffee.. Soup.. Watever.. anything soupy and hot xDBut mommie always say gers cannot consume cold drinks tat often. Sho whenever i open the fridge and took the ice tray out...Mommie: Don alwyas take cold drinks laThistle: Weather hotMommie: Take 1 to 2 cubes. don always drink cold de.. no goodThistle : orh okie *fill the cup with ice*Tats practically wat i do =/ and having a habit of not refilling =xand yea serve myself rite.. whenever i need ice, the tray is empty =xOH! maybe tats a good way preventing me from drinking xDhmm.. bored xDAssignments.. Lecturers threw us assignments like nobody business *throwthrowthrow*More and more. basically we clear and clear. but its still coming.. more more more, way mooooreeeee.And Thistle becomes more and more and more more more sotong x.xThis was wat happen this morning...Thistle: -searching for QS lecture notes- OMG roro.. i forgot to bring QS. I brought Water tech instead.Roro: O_O today got water tech meh?Thistle: Don have. wa lao i still bring wrongly...Weilun: GOT! today got WT.Thistle: O_O got meh?Weilun: nor after break ma. after break is WTRoro: check timetable norThistle: -takes out timetable- Oh. xD today got WT. wa lao sho i nv bring wrongly la... and really forgot to bring QS lo x.xkekeke Roro u also blur le xDAfter which, during QS lesson.Shaun: -Shouting from a corner of the class- Sindyy..Thistle: O_O? ya?Shuan: you still have your STRA de notes ma? tat time we do online tutorial de..Thistle: O_O? wat STRA notes? -in fact i forgot wats STRA-Roro: tat time we do in STRA tutorial deThistle: O_O? -totally lost- wat stra?Shuan: last week we in the same group do the tutorial tgt with Liu ming deThistle: oh xDHoho.. Brian still not active. cannot differentiate x.xSian.. time flies.. 3.50am le..Sho long didnt stil up sho 'early' xD Brain abit close. don really noe wat im saying. xDTata~Will i get the answers like what i got from Tarrots?I hope sho.. and i want it tat way!
Halo :)Recently, i slept very early. Clock strikes 12 and i already bth le. Find my life too organised. But kinda love it. However, its boring and seriously need someone to talk to. And my phone been annouced D.E.A.D by ShellyThistleSindy. No replies. And not gonna wait too.. i guess =x No calls. Which i've been waiting for days. Feel sad for my phone too.It must be thinking * T~T why my master didnt use me? And she only uses me as a alarm clock and mp3. Can you please make me feel useful? and tats wat i ought to be.* -sayang phone- Not i didnt wanna use you. Just tat.. okie nvm not gonna say here. But you, as my phone should noe. Neko: * Reading NaNa / Playing games *Thistle: * talking to Neko * and she didnt listen *Neko : why you like to talk sho much?Thistle: =/ okie fine.Find you funny. When i don talk, u will be worried. Wondering why i hide and cry, but when i talk to u, u find me $!@#@!&* Never mind. I still have friends. :) lovely friends. But some of the things i don talk to them. Kinda too personal hoho. Just love my friends. They can always make me laugh =D~DIE! don noe why i say those but nvm watever.Basically, wat i did recently was#1 Read Private Dancer (Neko bought it) whenever im bored at home. * finished in 4days*don noe wat i can do before sleep le T~T#2 Clear as much assignments as possible *overloaded* Think my hair gonna fall off soon =/#3 Try not to think about him. But OMG! i saw him in sch ytd while going for Spanish lesson#4 Try to stay happy#5 Try to drink as much water as possible in order not to get headache but im still having migrain on and offHaving said tat, since Saturday tat sudden breakdown, *DAM FEELINGS! DON COME BACK CAN? your killing me T~T* i had headaches, meaning have to take panadols before sleep sho i can attend school on the following day or just to make me stay active. I've been repeating it for days. I SERIOUSLY HATE HEADACHE! i rather to have fever den headaches. But seems like headaches and migrain loves me =/ No. i cant take those medicines doc prescribe. They are way too strong and supposed to be consumed after meal. Meaning not gastric friendly? xD Panadol will be a better choice i guess. Partly, im afraid whenever i have headache, i'll take medicine prescribe by docs and body will get immune sooner or later. * is tat an addiction?* Sho i have to take much much stronger pain killers to get rid of them? NO i don wan tat! Never gonna kill myself tat way.I reckon tonight will be another panadol llaluby again =( -Chanting- *headachespleasepleasegoaway*MY FEN JIE JIE IS BACK FROM THAILAND!!!!!!! AND SHE BOUGHT ME AN ANKLET!!!Photobucket.. TSK! cannot make it! load sho long! now have to wait till i can upload the pics. I still have more pictures to upload leh x.x Dam slow can? Still waiting. Hmm.. yesterday, last lesson of spanish =( NO!! i wanna continue! its sho interesting!During lesson, we had a presentation, oral test and a written test as usual.Meet up Jp, Dennis, Jhihan and Zhirong at the library 11am. And i was 20 mins late xD Sorry heh i overslept. Anyways we Compiled all the work, practise a lil for oral a funny one. Dennis start to go around saying 'Que tal?' , kinda informal way of saying how are you. xD Didnt had anything for breakfast. And had to dong for 4 hours. Sho we went Four leaves to buy our sandwiches yummy! =D~ Ate it while walking to class. hoho OH OH! Jp, a walking gastric, to me hes like never full xD Approximatly 1 to 2 hours after lunch, he will start saying 'harahetta' -hungry in jap- OMG! HES HUNGRY AGAIN! xD Anyways i kena suan by him =/ For the speed of eating my sandwich. Here it goes..- Crossing road to Blk 56-Walking gastric Jp: *munching his sandwich*Thistle: *unwrapped her sandwich*- upon reaching blk 56, Jp turned back -Walking gastric Jp: i finishedThistle: * talking her 2nd bite* OMG SHO FAST? O_OWalking gastric Jp: you slow =/Thistle: *ignore*Watever~ lol We were late for lesson, not very late tho.Ms Rona pass out papers and wan us to write our names as a group and she shuffle the papers and see which group will be the 1st to present. She called out ' Sindy's group will go 1st 'My group were like O______O WAT THE HELL!! TATS WAT WE WANTED! xD~ WE WANA GO FIRST! And in fact we've already talked about it at the library! We wanna go 1st xD and OMG! WE ARE ACTUALLY THE FIRST GROUP! Everyone freaked out and started laughing xDJhi han did the opening and we each present our own work. Jp was after me. Quite a good talker =D And Dennis was there controlling the slides. He accidentally pressed next the and the slide hooo~ Jp said wait and we went back to the previous slide.Out of the sudden, Jp keep turing and look at us. Both Dennis and I were like O_O? wat happen? next slide? Jp: eh wats tat guys name ar? *grinning*Dennis: Antoni Antoni Dennis & Sindy: *burst out laughing*LMAO!!! sho funny la. xD After the whole presentation we kept laughing about it. lol Cannot make it xD After all the groups have presented, we had our oral test. *nervous*4 Question! 25%! OMG!!! xD It goes by alphabtical order. GOING SUPER FAST! Ms Rona: HolaSindy: Hola *smiles*Ms Rona: How u say Good afternoon and nice to meet u in spanish?Sindy: Buenas tardes, mucho gustoMs Rona: okie good. Como esta? ( how are you?)Sindy: Estoy emocionado ( im excited )Ms Rona: *nods head* Sho how u say Yellow?Sindy: Amarillo Ms Rona: okie. Sho how u say Im happy?Sindy: Soy feliz ( OMG! SHOULD BE ESTOY! )Ms Rona: *smiles* okie your doneTats all. Waiting for everyones turn and went early dinner together xDMY PICTURES FINALLY UPLOADED! =D
WHEEE~! THE ANKLET! AND I LOVE PURPLE!!! THX FEN! =DBack to this morning hehe. Theres a heavy traffic jam from AMK to McRitchie and to Adams Road. SUPERR SUPER JAM! sho my dad went another route. Along the route i took these picture =D I LOVE THEM!
FERRIES WHEEL!!!!! OMG!! Still not done yet. But its coming sooon!!! =D hope i can sit with him =/ but i noe never gonna happen again le heh. Anyways, after taking the pic, i realised I FORGOT TO CHANGE THE MODE TO LONG RANGE SHOT!!!!! sian =/ the picture is blurred. sad! but its okie. THE SUN WAS GORGEOUS!! I LOVE IT! =D Another pic came up. Actually was suppose to take the construction site. But the cloud attracts me more xD
OMG!!! i love clouds =D FLUFFY FLUFFY~ heh Brightened my day~ =DHad lesson, QS = Boring, CT tutorial = Slack. And sho i took picture of my earring =x
Hoho Silly me =/ Flashed back to the day when i teased him. Telling him the boy is him and the ger is me LOL! And he replied, " no! im your guigui =D " heh feel like pinching u tat time. But hmm lol =D kiss is a better choice =x12.30 le =( not tired. cos i took a nap just now. But panadol will help me to sleep.I don feel like doing anything. No assignments no nothing. Been thinking about him everynite i slp. But its somehow true about wat some of my friends to me. I told Jp about certain thing. He told me if i really did tat he will slap me 1st and den him. But it make no sense to me. why will you wanna slap me? O_O tats just an example or maybe the truth. But only 2 of us in the world will noe. And nobody else. DAM! why am i saying this again? x.x STOP!okie gonna turn in soon. See you! Love and missesI just love him by my side.Though he is no longer here. But memories i had, will walk along with me :)
I have noone to talk to.. No game tat will interest me..No mood.. totally moodless..And now i misses you... Hope i can hear u right away.. Hope i can call you.. but i noe i cant..Tried to play audition to distract my thinkings.. But no.. No, it doesnt help..The sadness came back..Thinking about you and wat you've done to make me smile from heart..Wanna make me happy by creating a char and give me a surprise by entering the room im playing after the upteen times of begging to play with me.. but u didnt noe how to track ppl and i saw you in the user list..Was shocked yet happy to see your name there.. THX! thank you for making me feel sho warmth..Sho boring at home.. nothing really interest me.. and my thoughts ran wild.. keep thinking abt stuffs tat wouldnt be there anymore.. In order to not get u into trouble and spoil the memories we had, i'll try my best not to msg or call u tho my mind keep telling me to do sho.. how i wish i can talk to your parents.. how i wish my dreams will come true..Nobody to talk to.. Sometimes just don feel like talking.. but sometimes i really wan someone to listen to me or talk to me badlly..Past 2 nites, i wanna talk to Neko.. But shes like sho irritated when i talked to her.. Its just smth tat happen in sch or around me and i wanted to share.. But seems like i disturbed her from reading manga and playing game.. yea.. maybe shes stressed up at work and needed to relax her mind as badly too..No, im not good.. can say i don feel good.. I forced myself to put up a strong front..Keep telling myself.. Sindy you should be strong, and NO! u must not cry.. but here i am now.. SMILE! smile and laugh like wat u used to be. And let them be genuine..Say you be my hero again?I just wanna hear that from you.Only you can make me smile..I miss you saying " how's your day dear? "
Yesterday.. my jiejie neko suddenly talked to me in msn..Asking how am i? wat happen? but i could only say.. nothing..She told me, i acted abnormally at home.. and when i talked to her in the morning, i just sound different..Neko: Don bluff yourself ger.. you think i stupid? if nothing happen u will hide inside room to cry?
No.. just tat i don wan u all to worry.. and don worry i wont harm myself.. THX!
I still have lotsa things to do.. my dreams and wishes..
However, my jiejie didnt force me to say wats going on.. but i guess she noes.. and i promised when everything is settle, iw ill inform her..
Neko don worry.. i will be fine de =)
Jiejies and parents will ask, why u wear windbreaker at home? weather hot meh?i told them im cold.. but no.. i feel much secured tat way... applies to hugging my bolster tightly..Jp asked why don u share? wouldnt it be better?
I choose not to.. My friends shouldnt see the sad side of Sindy.. They don deserve.. Or even my family.. They ought to see my smile and hear my laughter..Things didnt go well on monday.. i kinda breakdown..Cried twice during lesson and once on bus.. just cant stop thinking abt it..Whenever i cry my bestest friend, Ross will say: don think le and gave me a pat on back despite her sore throat.Tho its only a pat on the back but it means lotsa things..Ross seirously thx for being here with me.. Hope u get well soon! i wanna see your sweet smile again. take good care!Thx Yoshi too! i confide him.. Tho his stunts really pissed me off sometimes but really thx for being here with me.. Your lame-ness could at least make me smile.. You spend your time playing games with me just to direct my attention onto other things.. it helps.. but shortly, the feeling came again.. but THX!Thx Jp! On monday, after lesson ended, he asked me wat happen, why sho emo?I wanna tell u, i cant control myself. They just roll down itself.. Thx! i feel warm when u ask me tat. And thx for making me laugh in sch. I enjoyed those jokes and u do brighten my day =) Xiexie ni!Thx Qianying, Kaman and daiyi for carring too =)And Fen, was shocked to receive tat msg.. but i think it means smth =) well thx!Thx my beloved cousin too! i've learnt values from u =)I don noe wat i'll be like without my family and all my friends.. i love you all!Talking to you make me feel better.I will wait and move on at the same time.I believe at a time they will accept it.
HeroLet me be your heroWould you dance,If I asked you to dance?Would you run,And never look back?Would you cry,If you saw me crying?And would you save my soul, tonight?Would you tremble,If I touched your lips?Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this.Now would you die,For the one you love? Hold me in your arms, tonight.I can be your hero, baby.I can kiss away the pain.I will stand by you forever.You can take my breath away.Would you swear,That youll always be mine?Or would you lie? Would you run and hide? Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I dont care...Youre here, tonight.I can be your hero, baby.I can kiss away the pain.I will stand by you forever.You can take my breath away.Oh, I just wanna to hold you.I just wanna to hold you.Oh yeah.Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?Well I dont care...Youre here, tonight.I can be your hero, baby.I can kiss away the pain.I will stand by your forever.You can take my breath away.I can be your hero.I can kiss away the pain.And I will stand by you, forever.You can take my breath away.You can take my breath away.I can be your hero.Do you remember this song? A song you've sent me and told me you loved it.Listening to this song reminds me of you. Will you say you will be my hero again?A song tat belongs to us...Remembering you always.. i need you... te amo!
