Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Thanks for being here!
Yesterday.. my jiejie neko suddenly talked to me in msn..Asking how am i? wat happen? but i could only say.. nothing..
She told me, i acted abnormally at home.. and when i talked to her in the morning, i just sound different..
Neko: Don bluff yourself ger.. you think i stupid? if nothing happen u will hide inside room to cry?
No.. just tat i don wan u all to worry.. and don worry i wont harm myself.. THX!
I still have lotsa things to do.. my dreams and wishes..
However, my jiejie didnt force me to say wats going on.. but i guess she noes.. and i promised when everything is settle, iw ill inform her..
Neko don worry.. i will be fine de =)
Jiejies and parents will ask, why u wear windbreaker at home? weather hot meh?
i told them im cold.. but no.. i feel much secured tat way... applies to hugging my bolster tightly..
Jp asked why don u share? wouldnt it be better?
I choose not to.. My friends shouldnt see the sad side of Sindy.. They don deserve.. Or even my family.. They ought to see my smile and hear my laughter..
Things didnt go well on monday.. i kinda breakdown..
Cried twice during lesson and once on bus.. just cant stop thinking abt it..
Whenever i cry my bestest friend, Ross will say: don think le and gave me a pat on back despite her sore throat.
Tho its only a pat on the back but it means lotsa things..
Ross seirously thx for being here with me..
Hope u get well soon! i wanna see your sweet smile again. take good care!
Thx Yoshi too!
i confide him.. Tho his stunts really pissed me off sometimes but really thx for being here with me.. Your lame-ness could at least make me smile.. You spend your time playing games with me just to direct my attention onto other things.. it helps.. but shortly, the feeling came again.. but THX!
Thx Jp!
On monday, after lesson ended, he asked me wat happen, why sho emo?
I wanna tell u, i cant control myself. They just roll down itself.. Thx! i feel warm when u ask me tat. And thx for making me laugh in sch. I enjoyed those jokes and u do brighten my day =) Xiexie ni!
Thx Qianying, Kaman and daiyi for carring too =)
And Fen, was shocked to receive tat msg.. but i think it means smth =) well thx!
Thx my beloved cousin too! i've learnt values from u =)
I don noe wat i'll be like without my family and all my friends.. i love you all!
Talking to you make me feel better.
I will wait and move on at the same time.
I believe at a time they will accept it.
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