Friday, May 18, 2007
I miss you dearly..
I have noone to talk to.. No game tat will interest me..No mood.. totally moodless..
And now i misses you... Hope i can hear u right away..
Hope i can call you.. but i noe i cant..
Tried to play audition to distract my thinkings..
But no.. No, it doesnt help..
The sadness came back..
Thinking about you and wat you've done to make me smile from heart..
Wanna make me happy by creating a char and give me a surprise by entering the room im playing after the upteen times of begging to play with me.. but u didnt noe how to track ppl and i saw you in the user list..
Was shocked yet happy to see your name there.. THX! thank you for making me feel sho warmth..
Sho boring at home.. nothing really interest me.. and my thoughts ran wild.. keep thinking abt stuffs tat wouldnt be there anymore.. In order to not get u into trouble and spoil the memories we had, i'll try my best not to msg or call u tho my mind keep telling me to do sho.. how i wish i can talk to your parents.. how i wish my dreams will come true..
Nobody to talk to.. Sometimes just don feel like talking.. but sometimes i really wan someone to listen to me or talk to me badlly..
Past 2 nites, i wanna talk to Neko.. But shes like sho irritated when i talked to her..
Its just smth tat happen in sch or around me and i wanted to share.. But seems like i disturbed her from reading manga and playing game.. yea.. maybe shes stressed up at work and needed to relax her mind as badly too..
No, im not good.. can say i don feel good..
I forced myself to put up a strong front..
Keep telling myself.. Sindy you should be strong, and NO! u must not cry.. but here i am now..
SMILE! smile and laugh like wat u used to be. And let them be genuine..
Say you be my hero again?
I just wanna hear that from you.
Only you can make me smile..
I miss you saying " how's your day dear? "
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